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Internal viruses, is it true??
Sunday, December 27 11:31
Mood : good
Music : Song For Hope - Run The Red Light


Happy Birthday Hayley Williams!

I've been digging a lot of zombies movie which now I'm a little believed in it. I'm so scared that one of it will pop out of nowhere from behind of me. So, I watched 4 zombie movies in this between these 5 days.
-zombieland
-shaun of the dead
-resident evil
-day of the dead
I wasn't scared of all those three except Day of the Dead, cause they are fast and extraordinarily intelligent. Zombies are suppose to be slow and brainless but they aren't in that movie. The run towards you 2x faster than a normal human run. Plus, they eat themselves too.

So, anyway, I might be going to see Paramore live in Singapore on the 7th of March. Probably with Katrin if my parents are supportive enough. My dad was cool about it cause my aunt lives in Singapore so I could probably stay there or whatever. I'm so excited! Still, if they come here it would be so much better.
Went turkey-ing at my aunt's house last night. It was awesome and the gift exchange is cool!

ruuuufuuuuussss

Ohh and my mom bought me a sweater. Yeshhhhh! Another one to my sweater collection. Lost one though, well you know where you went. Hope you enjoy your stay there.

(:
So similar to what Topman had. RM 79. My mom's


P:S : Catching Moonlight Resonance again.


"You're the reason I'm alone"-
Run The Red Light
XOXO

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Merry = Happy Christmas
Friday, December 25 13:15
Mood : happy
Music : Umbrella - Taylor Swift


Happy Christmas, first of all and I can hear my lunch coming home. So, Christmas eve was fun! I always said Esther's party is the best! The food is awesome and everything is awesome too. The greatest thing is that I can fit in her skirt. You know how skinny she is but I can which is really cool.

hohoho...

Happy Birthday Lisa and Jess and Elina!

"When the sun shine we shine together"-
Taylor Swift
XOXO

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I'm seeing double
Monday, December 21 09:37
Mood : mixed
Music : Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne


Good morning sunshines! First thing when I woke up, I thought of blasting Abbey's Best Damn Thing. First track, Girlfriend, make sense? So, it was pretty rough last night. I really don't know what I can say. FYI, I'm still in a very emotional mood so this is the continuous shit.

If you are here to witness and look at me, I looked like some low priced, cigarette smoking author. Still it was hurtful to look at myself like that. Who knows a clown like me could end up like that. P:S : I hate clowns. I'm coulrophobic. I wish I could just runaway. Like run on an open highway with no cars. Just run, non-stop until I get an heart attack or something like Brittany Murphy.

You said you wanted to be alone last night, I was a little bummed. Yeap! A little bit. I've already being stronger already. Not to be precisely strong, still it hurts but what impresses me the most is that I made you say whatever that is in you and I get what I want. To be there when you're wrecked. Not sure if you're really happy at all.

Then, again I realize, I suck! Why everytime when I thought I finally got things right, you prove me wrong? Because in the end, I'm not good at all. OMG! I'm Columbus, Ohio from Zombieland! I'm afraid of this and that, I suck! But who cares? He got the hot chick!

Till whatever I say, I stil end up with I love you cause it's true. I may not be James Bond or whatever but I'm still me, the one who runs out for you, the one who stay up for you, the one who dies for you. Oh scratch the last one, too emo.


"For Brittany Murphy who really passed away today"


Late addition :

hayley in John's body??!!



"You're so good to me"-
Avril Lavigne
XOXO

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before I turn 20
Sunday, December 20 12:20
Mood : lifeful
Music : Brick by Boring Brick - Paramore


Like it or not you guys, I'm going to be emotional base on these few days. Probably influenced by my hairstyle and yet some others than shouldn't be mentioned not because of avoiding conspiracy but because of matters that are not important.

It took me two movies to finally make me realize that I should start doing something contributing to this world, have goals and not just sit down on this chair. I remember me myself posting, "I wish I never wake up tomorrow", on my twitter account. Something I felt right away on that time. Believe or not, I couldn't sleep at all. Not that I'm afraid I can't wake up the next morning. This must be a sign, telling me to wake up and this world is not only you.

By that, I set my goal. I want to be as bad as Travis Barker before I officially turn 20. I haven't yet say I want to be like Travis Pastrana, that would be I want to end my life before I am 20. Anyway, I also want to fly over an extremely huge ramp with my skateboard before 20. I don't care if I break a rip or anything. That is just a very tiny problem to look a far.

One thing I see, sometimes when you do something good to somebody, people will think you as a selfish kind of person. Only to know as to get what's good on people to look at. Maybe you don't understand what I meant but it's okay. Everyone got what they don't understand.

This is only part of life I'm talking about. More to come if I'm still like this.


Heart might seem small but people still get lost in it.


"This is not a love song"-
Uh huh her
XOXO

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fullstop
Saturday, December 19 22:03
Mood : relieved
Music : Iris - Goo Goo Dolls


Suicide is a permanent solution for temporary problems.


"I don't want the world to see me"-
Goo Goo Dolls
XOXO

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to be loved, what more could i ask for?
00:20
Mood : mono
Music : Whoa Me Vs Everyone - Forever The Sickest Kids


yelyahwilliamsthedrums

Just got inspired by someone. Total random but I kinda like it especially the chinese cultured texture I found somewhere in deviant art. Long time no date with adobe. Nice one.

"You can rise above everyone"-
Forever The Sickest Kids
XOXO

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All I want for Christmas, just bring me Taylor Swift
Friday, December 18 13:21
Mood : wishing
Music : Merry Swiftmas - Evan Taubenfeld


Dear Santa,
All I want for Christmas was what Evan wants. I've been pretty good this year too. Santa for my gift, just bring me Taylor Swift.

tayyyllloooorrrrr!!


In case you don't know who is Taylor Swift. This is how she looks like. Oh please make her wear this dress when she arrives. That will be so cool. Santa, if you want me to sing like Evan with a guitar, I would. Let me go try now but you got to promise me you'll bring her.

Love,
Penny C.

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When everything feels like the movie
Thursday, December 17 12:31
Mood : happy
Music : Me Against The Music - Britney Spears feat. Madonna


90210


Without noticing I'm already watching 90210. This was because I watches Snoop Dogg's Fatherhood and totally digging Nitro Circus (Joleneeee!! ahhhh) So it was actually because I didn't wanna leave the couch so I just thought why not just watch 90210? Then I kinda like it. I like Dixon (:

jooooooooooooo
Sometimes I forgot she's a 'she'

I'm checking out Maxim 2009 Hot 100. Heidi Klum got 63. Weirdest thing, Carrie Underwood 60. Are you kidding me? She? Hotter than Heidi Klum? Taylor Swift got 50! She beats Rachel Bilson haha! Avril Lavigne got 44! Lily Allen 40? Not cool. She's not even hot. Charlize Theron, 38. What? Hillary Duff, 31?! Vanessa Hudgen, 27? Eva Mendes, 24 almost gave me a nose bleed. Seriously. Kate Beckinsale, 22! Britney got 17. Katy Perry, 15. Jessica Alba, 13. Leighton Meester, 12. Jessica Biel, 11. Jennifer Love Hewitt, 10. Rihanna, 8? ADRIANA LIMA, 7! Megan Fox got second. Hottest Maxim girl is Olivia Wilde. Last year she got 98, this year she got 1? kekeke.. Zooey Deschanel was one of them too last year. Emma Watson was too! America Ferera? So cute! Wait! Where is Kate Walsh? She's always one of them! Maybe not anymore ):

"I guess I need you"-
Britney Spears
XOXO

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I did what I want
Wednesday, December 16 18:32
Mood : mending
Music : Heavily Broken - The Veronicas

ouch!


I did this for you @cybersanta! Since he granted me with a mohawk so I did it, not. But I'm half way there already. Never I had this short of hair before except once when I was 14. I don't know what I was thinking. So, my dad was shocked to see that. My mom was not annoyed by the hair instead she was complaining about me wasting money in having another haircut in a month. Typical!

I'm so tired. I want to sleep but I can't. Don't ask why. Wait, you guys can't ask cause I got no tagboard. That's the beauty of a blog with no communication tools with the readers.

Really had fun hanging out with you guys! I hope there's more coming soon.


"Take out all your so call problem"-
John Mayer
XOXO

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what's a crush to do??
Tuesday, December 15 23:49
Mood : hype
Music : When I Grow Up - Mayday Parade


kekeke...


"I guess I was jealous"-
Tegan&Sara
XOXO

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Her prince finally came to save her
Monday, December 14 15:23
Mood : too much time
Music : I Don't Believe - P!nk


jeremy and jesse

"The passion is there so it gotta be right"-
P!nk
XOXO

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tagged
Sunday, December 13 19:17
Mood : cool
Music : Seven Things - Miley Cyrus


Games rules. Paste in you blog and tag 10 people. You have to answer it as i tag you. If not you won't be happy.

Your BIG fat name: Chee Penn Ey

What does your friends call you : Pen, Penny, bitch

Birthday: 2nd of April 1992

Who tagged you this: Natalie Kock Yoke Leng

best friends : You know who you are

what you wished for your birthday : paramour

what are the happy things happened this while : no one should know, only me and you

what are the stress you faced this while : driver's test and SPM result

ambition : be famous

any crush: nope

will you invite your teacher to join gathering : sure

go out with who will make you happy : paramour

what will you do if uou argue wif ur best friends : make opportunity to talk with them

where do you wish to go with your boyfriend/girlfriend : cinema!

what will u do during christmas : watch Family Stone!

who do you wish to celebrate christmas together : friends

how many siblings : one sister

favourite song (girls): Careful - Paramore

favourite song (boys): Vegas Sky - The Cab

favourite colours: turqouise, green, red, black

do you flush water after using : duh!

love guy or girl : both

what you want to say out loud : I wanna see Paramore live!

dare to go toilet at midnight: yes

wish to punch who : Kanye West

what do you obessed to now : Bad Romance

do you look horrible during sleeping : sometimes

what time is it : 7:25 p.m

hate the person who tagged you : nope, I love her!

weight : 50+

weather : cloudy

got pregnant : keke nope

what will you do when you are sad : sleep

what will you do when you go to university : study

if you can add a colour on rainbow, what will it be : black

do you believe love can last forever : love does last forever

what colour shirt are you wearing now : white

is it hard to let go off a person : depends on who

your mood now : happy

favourite things : my Blackberry

TAG~
you

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I used to be commander and chief in my pimp ship flying high
19:07
Mood : (:
Music : Knock You Down - Keri Hilson feat. Kanye West and Ne-yo


zzzzzzzzz

Happy Birthday Taylor Swift! I love you!


"They'll knock you down just get back up"-
Keri Hilson feat. Kanye West and Ne-yo
XOXO

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Everything started with little steps
Saturday, December 12 20:05
Mood : felt armless
Music : no audio


First things first, who would thought people like me would go for a camp? Seriously. It's really like a "cadet-kelly" situation. Not really, let me think. More like Gaga going for camp. Oh my! I'm comparing myself with Gaga? This is funny. So anyway, I did went for a camp. It was one of the best ever camps I've ever went which is zero. lol! Part of the reason it was fun cause my paramour was there which makes everything so perfectly cool and the only reason being uncool was nothing. Oh there is! The mosquito bites, I can feel one in my armpits kekeke... I hurt my last finger which I don't care cause that's fun too. The whole experience was inconceivable. It was so much fun that nobody really care what anybody thinks. Coolest fact was, their theme was 3R. Something I very much respect to the mother earth. I once said this before.

Don't mess up with the mother-in-laws, mother nature and the mother fu*kers.
*I promised myself that I will never curse so I censored one of the words.

By the way, the teachers or the guardians of the camp was really friendly cause they say I'm cool. Wait, do I look any way younger than 17 cause nobody did guess the right age. One of them say I'm 13 which is doubley joyable. I never thought I would be mistaken as a 13 cause bro, that's like a 5 year of difference.

I didn't want to say anything more cause I seriously did feel like I'm armless. I got no arms. No arms, no typing so that's it.

Happy Birthday Yap Li Li! lol!

I got a tight grip of reality but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
XOXO.


"Leaving me with some kind of prove it's not a dream"-
Paramore
XOXO

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Catch me in Central Perk
Tuesday, December 8 19:39
Mood : Down
Music : Over You - Chris Daughtry


Now marks the day of freedom where you can smell 'fish' in New York City. Not really happy. I was, just now. I was drunk by hormones of my own body. Feel like just laughing non-stop. I remembered I did. Had a haircut, not really nice. That dude, shaved my neck, feel spiky now.

Anyway, people who followed me in Twitter should know I've recently become a KNICK's fan. Okay, I know nothing about basketball but bro, that is Chandler and Joey's favourite team. There is a guy named Chandler Chan in that team so I made him my star player. It's really cool. I wanna hunt for KNICKS' t-shirt.

I also wanna figure out what tennis is all about. I never know how it works, seriously. My favourite player would be steffi graf who is not even playing anymore. She's retired but who cares, she's hot (: Agassi is her husband you know? Damn! I got to stop investigating their relationship! I should get down to business.

Alright, Phoebes and Phoebos as in another language of ladies and gentlemen, this is the time where I should be busting my Playstation. Oh good news! Guess what? I'm bringing back my XBOX 360 alive! Not sure if it will really work but I hope so, finger crossed till they break!

One of the most unfairest thing of all! Paramore is going to Manila. Not Malaysia but only Manila. Somehow they are going there *coughluckycoughbitchezzzz* (Yeah, I spelt bitches with a 'Z') The Veronicas went to London, AGAIN! but they stopped by Singapore. Again! What's wrong with this world? They are giving away warm hugs to kids. Hello, I'm a kid who need warm hugs from skinny, cool, tattooed people like The Veronicas! I want you Jess, I meant it!

I've got so many things to rant. So many but I don't know if I remember. Well, I will post up more stuff if I do.

KNICKS rulezzzz!



P:S : I want a iPhone 3GS
P:P:S : I want a KNICKS' t-shirt (Christmas present would be very much appreciated *ADIDAS outlets*)



"I'll burn up in your atmosphere"-
John Mayer
XOXO

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Wake me up on Valentine's 2010
Friday, December 4 15:42
Mood : excited
Music : Speeding Car - Imogen Heap


I'm so watching Valentine's Day next year! Best movie! Guess who is in it?
-Taylor Swift
-Taylor Lautner
-Jessica Alba
-Jessica Biel
-Emma Roberts
-Julia Roberts
-Jennifer Garner
-Patrick Dampsey
-Bradley Cooper
-Ashton Kutcher
-Queen Latifah
-Jamie Fox
-Eric Dane

Suprise? Know the relationship between the roberts? Aunt-niece relationship, duh! What movie gives you this list of superstar? That's a all-star movie! It'll be extremely complete if Demi Moore is in it! I'm melting! So watching it, no one will stop me!


"The time will come when you find your way"-
Taylor Swift
XOXO

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When I'm gone
Thursday, December 3 20:44
Mood : heartbeating like lightning
Music : Brighter - Paramore


Alright people around the world wide web! I'm not dead, don't worry, I'm just disappeared for a little while which is almost a month. Wow, I never thought I could do this. Thank god I got FRIENDS which I watch on repeat every single crazy day! Feels so weird to even type on this keyboard. I can't feel the chemistry of love anymore between me and this computer but no worries, I'm sure we could rebuild it in within of hours.

I'll just list down the things that I've done.
-Exam started so, study
-Twitter non-stop cause that's the only thing I could do without the computer
-FRIENDS season 1,2,3,4,5,6 on repeat everyday
-Texting the same person
-PARA(more)medication
-freaking before I sit in the exam hall
-pimples!
-fights and make ups
-own made Paramore sticker for my phone
-phone's scroll got screwed and fixed miraculously by itself
-figuring out MMS
-stomachache for a week and still counting
-breaking the habit of cursing

That's it I think. I thought it would be like a 2 page long but not really I guess cause I got no life.

Okay I'm changing my skin now. Grace, you can have this if you want, since you said you like it (:

Okay, aloha! (goodbye not hello cause if not, I'll have to retype everything again)

Oh shoot! My Facebook pets!



"Cause I'm broken when I'm open"-
Seether feat. Amy Lee
XOXO

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This is the new national anthem
Friday, November 13 16:02
Mood : On top
Music : The Only Exception - Paramore


I'm so addicted to this song! Seriously, the lyrics are so pure. Never realised that cause my attention goes directly to Turn It Off, Ignorance, Brick by Boring Brick and the others.

Today is Friday, 13th, so I'm going to blog. Plus, today is really good. I love today. Probably, spending time with you and hiding at the corner of the room. Seriously, I never thought of this kind of stuff. At least a little bit of thing for me to remember being in high school.

Secondly, I'm so happy about one thing. I apologised to my teacher. I never thought asking for forgiveness from someone would feel so good. I guess, sorry is not the hardest word after all. Okay, incase you guys wondered. I acted like an ogre. I regretted doing it. My behaviour was like a baby. I'm sorry and thank you for forgiving.

I promise myself that I will not online until SPM is over. Today will be the last. I know I can do it.

i love




I promise I'll never sing of love if it does not exist but darling you are the only exception


"Today is the day you hold the world with your song"-
Shannon Noll
XOXO

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Close your eyes, it's the end
Sunday, November 8 12:36
Mood : Happy
Music : I'll Follow You Into The Dark - Death Cab for Cutie

08/09 putra


Remember last time I used to blog about my Biology tutor and acted like I had a crush on him? Well, that's him.



didi
Sweet dreams (:


"I'm the only notice, I'm the only one who can turn"-
Gavin Degraw
XOXO

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Heartbreaker
Friday, November 6 10:23
Maybe if my heart stop beating it won't hurt this much cause I will never let this go but I can't find the words to tell you. I don't want to be alone.


(:

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