Music : Ignorance - Paramore
So I wake up finding my sister was lost somewhere in Ipoh if I'm not mistaken and my dad is on the phone with her calming her down, my mom totally talking to herself about what happened, not tell is nag. Self nagging, lame. Typical parents. While I, in the another hand thinking the best way to get all my contacts back in Monica.
Monica is back from where ever she was. Back from where she missed. Apparently, I've lost everything from there. Pictures, contacts, twitter but nevermind, I can slowly install back other than the stuff.
We played basketball again! It was okay. We still have another half to play. We're going against the 15 year old kids. FYI, I'm 17 and we're winning in 4 points. I hate how the teacher sounded like, they have potential to win. What does that mean? We're that bad that we're going to lose?
Anyway, cute incident about the Cooperation duty schedule. Sorry to Xin Yi. Seriously, but I still want to duty with you (: cause... I don't know. Okay, wait, do I sound like I have a crush on her? LOL this is funny. Xin Yi if you ever read this, I mean nothing. I just want to disturb you like I used to that's all (: Did I use too many smiley? Which makes me look like some physcopath? Whatev.
Yay, finally I got Ignorance HD version. I'm uploading it to Imeem so that I can share this with you guys for those who cares. I'll give you the link for the download. Click here to download.
Music : The Walk - Imogen Heap
Third 15th of the whole thing (:
Nothing much really left to say. I'm happy but I have to admit that I'm really emotional at the early day cause it's like my Calculus teacher just stole my self esteem. She made me feel so stupid. Anyway, thanks to friends who stucked with me and cheered me up. Really helped heaps.
I want my hair cut so that my Calculus teacher wont be able to complain about it anymore.
Practise makes perfect. Why do you practise when human can never be perfect?
LOL!!!!! How did you come out with this shit??
Harry Potter is tomorrow!! I wanna watch it!
"You made me crazier"-
Taylor Swift
XOXO
Music : Hero/Heroin - Boys Like Girls
Have you had something you wanted so much but knowing you can never get it and even you got the slightest chance of getting it, you might not get it right? Then, wherever you go, you can hear other people saying they got it and got it right. My eyes turn extreme acidic green! I'm so envious over that.
It's Paramore's Brand New Eyes' Deluxe Set. I don't need to explain what's inside. You take a look at it. I so fucking want it alright! That pisses me off! There are limited 15 000 copies only. You think they can land here? I wanted to go ask my fairy godmother and see if she can get it for me but people are so fucking pre-ordering it. Fuck it! I don't have a credit card so no no to pre-order. I don't even remember how I let go Final Riot's Deluxe.
I would die for it! I'll do anything other than something across the line. Ahhh... This set is making me go ting ting. Oh, Katie from The Ting Tings is sick but she still have to perform for like 2 shows. Shame.

@penncakes and @natalieleng. Felt twittery all of a sudden.
"I'm falling to pieces"-
The Script
XOXO
Music : Off!
Happy Birthday Serena C! Well, it's so random for me to wish her cause I'm not really a fan but no harm just to wish someone birthday wishes when I know it is theirs. Anyway, can't believe you're actually thirty today. Still hanging at twenty-seven. Seriously, you don't look like your age.
And then I found myself having a little interest in Sarah Jessica Parker's life. As in, if I get to be her, I'll be rocking! I want to meet her. I mean she's so successful, beautiful, good actress, kind hearted, having her own perfume and clothing line. This is what every people like me wish for. To be famous and somebody's eyes recognition. I can feel myself going somewhere, you'll see.
Now I'm a little bit pissed off because Monica's not here. I bet Bryant is laughing out loud. I can't update my Twitter like I'm in Hollywood, if you know what I mean. Twitting like no one's business. Just cross the road without looking cause I'm busy tweeting. Anyway, LOL to @johncmayer. Apparently he's having problem in getting used to type out with his new phone. Cute!
I need inspiration! Not like I need it to write a song but I need it to live on. I'm so lifeless. My guitar class is cancelled today which means I got another week to practise my Bon Jovi's song which I don't even know the title of it.
I'm so stressed right now that I can be bald in any second. Geez, don't laugh, I'm serious. Not like I'm good in studies cause if I am I can type this out with no guilt. I don't understand why I still blogging when I'm suppose to be studying. Now I know how my mom feels. Like she always ask me this question again and again until I can like actually act it out. Okay, I might be exaggerating cause I can't act it out.
You know what? I need a time out. I'm going to get Sony Playstation or I'll just hang around the toilet to get inspired. Oh dear God, please help me!
"Shut up and put your money where your mouth is"-
Katy Perry
XOXO
Labels: rant
Music : Waking Up In Vegas - Katy Perry
Monica is not here with me, she's in somewhere she's not familiar with. Well, she's not lost just in an E.R room. Something is not right and then so I can't update my Twitter that often cause I can only update it in the web. For now, I'll be using my Z520c ):
I heard Ignorance yesterday on local radio station! I'm so proud of not only Paramore but also Malaysia. Improving, they are improving. Not that bad after all. I'm so excited! I can probably get their album here. Awaiting 29th of September.
Next week Friday and Saturday, I'll be catching Manchester United! I hope Mikey will be there. Ohmyeffinggod! Can you believe it? I can actually be really near to one of my all-time hero, Michael Owen but I'm not sure if he'll come. How I wish Beckham is back to Manchester United. Oh, I wanted a LA Galaxy jersey. I'll go check where to get one with his name at the back. huge fan here, huge one!
Annoying fly got my dog busy, lame.
When a relationship fail, you can only blame yourself
Agree?
Labels: diary, football, music, rant
Music : 99 Red Balloons - Blondie
If you are a Para-whore you would know that yesterday is a very important day for Paramore and us, parawhores. It is the release date of Ignorance! So, as a very responsible fan, I am one of the 10 million fans who actually visited their offficials to have a listen to their clear studio version of Ignorance! You guys can start pre-ordering Brand New Eyes now and download them in iTunes.
One of the outbreak news is that Rupert Grint caught A H1N1. Ouch! That's scary. Thank God, Emma is okay cause they kinda made-out in Half Blood Prince.
And we've decided to watch Harry Potter's premier cause I've never experience premier class before and it's Harry Potter!
I want to watch Up too but no time for that ):
Wanted to wish Serena C happy birthday in advance but just thought why don't just wait till 11th.
"I'm more than what you made of me"-
Beyonce
XOXO
Labels: birthday, celebrities, movies, music
Music : Off
Someone once asked me...
Q : Why do you like Taylor Swift so much?
A : Because she writes beautiful lyrics and not just that, she herself is beautiful [LOL]
Well there is another reason. I realize very much that whatever songs she sings, it is so connected to me. So many of them made me realize that we could actually be good friends if we know each other. Things like I'll do anything to make you happy and things like "This love is difficult but it's so real".
I don't know if you people who reads my blog realise, normally I would be sleeping right now but so many things weaving in my head, making me staying up. I wish there is someone out there that can understand how I feel even when I don't need to tell.
You said if you mentioned to break up for 100 times, 99.5% of it is for my purpose, I would want to tell you, if you were to say break up for a 100 times, I would treat you two times better than how I'm treating you right now every time you said it.
I will never understand why you choose not to trust me but to trust her. I don't and I never will but I respect! I want to let you choose your side. I want you to be yourself. I want you to be the old you where you think you would be happier. If by leaving things would be better, I will. I WILL! but that doesn't mean any less I love you.
I never thought I would be falling for anyone but for you I'll fall deep. I'll give a 110% Tell me if I'm dumb to do that but for me, you worth every cut and every scar I have here, in my heart.
If crying can makes me feel better, I'll cry a thousand times but it's not
working for me anymore.
P.S : I don't know if you still read me.
"Hello, isn't me you're looking for?"-
Lionel Richie
XOXO
Music : Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
If I ever tell you I'm not a procrastinator, slap me hard on the left cheek of mine. I'm lying! I am a procrastinator. When was the time when Jaime asked me to help her to change it? Can't even remember but at last I finished it! You know why? Cause she asked me to finish it before 6th, well look! Today is 5th. Anyway, I hope I didn't screw it up.
I'm bored! Tell me I am bored. I'm basically warming this chair by doing nothing with my ass. Someone went to camp AGAIN which sucks. I'm rolling my eyes everywhere to see if I can actually blog about something. What can I blog about? What I see? The Marvel comic? PlayStation? Monica? Old newspaper? Biology paper? Okay I'm gonna be wind up pretty soon.
Oh! I know let's talk about the current major event! Cheer Comp? Nah, what is it for, I'm not there. How about Michael Owen being a red devil? Okay this can make me talk about something. I seriously never thought he will move to Man Utd. When I was really young, I love Michael, I really hope that he will join MU but who am I kidding? Liverpool to Man U? You kidding me? But now?! Glad to know he is a red devil now.
I can't believe I actually ended Michael's story with only few lines. Shit now I'm running out of words. You know what? Even I have nothing to write, this post is still long.
Twitter me, I hit 50 yesterday! Coolio, 50% of my target already. Come on people keep it up!
Just finished reading Hayley's latest post. I'm so fucking upset about knowing that Paramore is going to Australie for a short promo and they are not even touching Asia! Maybe but not Malaysia, I bet they'll go Japan or something. Oh come on manager, be fair!
Still wondering why isn't my mom texting me asking if I would want to join her in the mall or checking in if I'm studying. Geez! Look! It's only 11:38 a.m. Well I woke up early today so didn't realize time.
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry.
Similiar?

I'm celebrating my birthday and I don't look happy. Why? LOL
Labels: diary, football, music, picture, rant
Music : My World - Avril Lavigne
I can't really remember the last time I would talk on the phone for hours. I don't really call, I text most of the time. For the one who made me called from 10:30 p.m till almost 1.30 a.m, you made it! You changed me (: It's really fun to talk to you. I feel like there is someone who could actually bear me for blabbering although you are the one who did most of the talking while I listen.

Manchester United's new home kit. Click to pre-order.
Wo bu yao quan shi jie ye bu hui bu yao ni..
Aww...
"Something is getting in the way"-
Breaking Benjamin
XOXO
Labels: diary, football, picture, rant
Music : Hook Me Up - The Veronicas
So I decided to post up how exactly my room actually look like. Part of it cause I'm kinda embarrassed *teehee*


Right and left side of my bed.
Follow me on Twitter!
"Love me, hate me"-
Britney Spears
XOXO
Labels: picture
Music : Goodnight And Go - Imogen Heap
Don't ask me if I'm going to Cheer Comp 2009 cause I'm not and the only thing I should be and am looking forward is Manchester United's training and match. I think I should be back the old 'Penny'. The one who is crazy over only football and music. I shouldn't get involve into things like I don't know. I don't even know what am I trying to say. Whatever to the top.
I'm pretty glad that I'm not selected for the National Service.
I am also happy to know that I have 40 followers in Twitter! Make me to at least 100! Thank you very much!
Skipping dinner tonight just doesn't want to eat that's all.
Music : I Caught Myself - Paramore
I've come to realize a change of something in me. In each of every sense that I can see and will be shown if it was well observed.
One of the things are that I love electronic musics. Some of my favourites are Imogen Heap, Kleerup and Lykke Li. Everytime I listen to Imogen's I'd close my eyes and the soul of the music will then drive me to somewhere beautiful. A place where there is no one else but just me. I would imagine myself in a park at night and the sky is lighted up with stars. So peaceful where I don't even wish to leave.
Then the second thing is that I don't update my blog that much anymore since my life is now shared with some other important things. I don't need to either cause I'm a Twitterwhore. Now follow me you tweeties. Another good reason to promote myself.
Please add it up to 40!
Music : Sk8erboi (live!) - Avril Lavigne
It feels like marijuana. It makes you want more and more. Okay I should stop.
Well as you guys know, today is the performance. I know I screwed up but I still feel high! I saw people leaving but I don't care. Thanks to the ones who showed up and supported us through out the whole show. Spread my love to all of you.
Great news! Lucky Samantha cause Paramore's latest album, Brand New Eyes will be released on her birthday which is on the 29th of September! Be sure you guys check it out. I really hope I could do stuff like lining up in the nearest store at 3 a.m. to get the first CD but it had never happened in Malaysia so deal with it.
Oh and you guys must, MUST vote for Paramore and Taylor Swift in the upcoming Teen Choice Award. I don't care!

By whatever it is, I will own one!
Tracklist
01. Careful
02. Ignorance
03. Playing God
04. Brick by Boring Brick
05. Turn It Off
06. The Only Exception
07. Feeling Sorry
08. Looking Up
09. Where the Lines Overlap
10. Misguided Ghosts
11. All I Wanted
"I need some cash out"-
Katy Perry
XOXO
Music : The Potential Break Up Song - Aly & AJ
First and foremost if you were one of the tweets, you should know what had happen. Obviously this news had been spread widely around the world. Michael Jackson's death had been a hit today for this beloved man had became from living legend to history. My heart go to his family and friends. A lost of him is saddening not only to his family but also to the music industry. Even when he left, nobody can replace this 50 years old man who is so famously known for his moonwalk and unique dance.
Not only M.J's death is tragic so is Farrah Fawcett's. Formally known as one of the Charlie's angel had passed away after a suffer of cancer for almost three years. This article made me have an urge of crying out loud!
Life is fragile and also quoted as life brief candle by Shakespeare. No doubt it is as much as we hate to admit that it is true.
Now I put my hand upon my heart solemnly and silently pray for the both of them. May they rest in peace.
Stand Up To Cancer. Stand up! And this shall mark the fall of cancer.
Labels: celebrities, rant
Music : You Give Me Something - James Morrison
I don't want to post up long but just to sum everything up with few words.
To *coughyouknowwhocough*, I just want you to know that, no matter what comes within please hold onto fate and faith, cause I believe that, that is what makes us strong. For "now" is all that matters. If we all have to think about everyone then it's going to be hard. You want to achieve, you have to break some rules.
"You made yourself a bed in the blackest hole"-
Paramore
XOXO
Labels: rant
Music : Dance Hall Drug - Boys Like Girls
Monica is sick. I think she's having a fever. Her battery is burning up.
Anyway, if you realize my twitter avatar just turned green to support the democracy in Iran. Tie a green ribbon and pin it up on your shirt. If that is hard, colour your MSN icon green or put a green ribbon symbol on it. Spread the words. I wore mine, now it's your turn to deliver.
Now follow me in Twitter!
Things may not last long but now is what matters.
*After 20 minutes* Oh I almost forgot! Someone just got hooked up! Well, you know who you are. Congratulations on getting him, he would definitely be the luckiest man to have you! Way to go girl!
All Time Low
XOXO
Labels: rant
Music : Jennifer Aniston talking
Yesterday was Father's Day and we celebrated it in Leisure Mall's Delifrance. I ate like revenge! After so many meals being skipped I'm finally revenging on a Thermidore Salmon, chips and some other stuff.
Do you guys realize that I don't really update my blog as much as I did the last time? Well probably because my computer broke down and I don't really go online with my computer anymore. Plus, check out my Twitter account! There are more up to date although not like you guys care but just follow me!
Sad thing! I lost a follower this is so sad! Another reason for you people to follow me!
"Kiss me through the phone"-
Soulja Boy
XOXO
Labels: diary
Music : Thug Story - T-Pain feat. Taylor Swift
Cutest thing!!! Taylor Swfit rapping!
Don't really want to talk about today so I guess I'll just leave the sad and move on to the happies (:
Music : Gravity - John Mayer
I could not say anymore.HappyBirthday Sook Yeng
Taylor York became an official bandmate yesterday! Yay!
Follow me on Twitter! I'm serious this time!
Labels: birthday, music, picture, rant
Music : Ignorance (Live in Las Vegas) - Paramore
I just got some of my results today and I think Chemistry alone had brought me down. I failed it with a 13/100 mark. Can you imagine that? I bet you can cause I know I'm going to fail it but the feelings of why still happens. I also got my Moral result, at the verge of failing, 35/100. I'm kinda okay with it cause I've never pass my Moral test in majors but at the same time, it's not good. I wrote 'Great Wall of China' when I'm suppose to be answering it in Malay.
I've had made myself a Twitter quite long time ago for Taylor Swift, cause I want to follow her. So, now I call upon all the Twits, come follow me cause I'll be updating it often from now on. Seriously, more often than Hayley I try. I don't want to update it too often cause I scared people think I have no life. Not that I'm saying the others don't cause they have hell of amount of followers. So that do makes a different.
Happy Birthday Jo & GabrielleI don't want to go for computer class to see that computer dude.
P.S : Check out the new banners I featured in my link booth. It's called OMNI Peace/Stand Up To Cancer/Print For The Cause. I would very much appreciate if you guys would at least visit for awhile.
Labels: birthday, rant, school



















































































